Wednesday, May 04, 2005

oh no i think its coming back. i really thot it was gone but... well. maybe not haha. maybe its a curse that will follow me for a while. maybe i read too many books liao haha. getting wierd ideas abt stuff. grr. tim tim help.

oh gosh some pple are really annoying me! like ok lah i understand tt u want to be with ur frens and stuff but how are u going to make NEW friends if you dun even want to mix with new people??? and i dunno lah. they really shld try to understand tt its not an easy job trying to make everyone happy and i dun think i can so like cant ull just try to cooperate or something GRR.

ok. just needed to get tt off my chest heh.

coaching was fun today. im SOOOOOOOOOOO proud of mei jun ok. she improved alot!!! haha. tho she still forgets to kick sometimes but now she remembers to look in front and can really see that she trying to pull hard and kick hard too :) today i was asking her to change something abt her stroke which was qt wrong and den like halfway thru, she just stopped swimming and like was treading water. i thot she was drowning or soemthing lah. so i asked her if shes ok den she said yes so i told her to continue. den when we reached the end i asked her y she stopped and she said "i cant" and i felt so sad for her. like something i take for granted is something so hard for her to do and like her confidence is so low because she cant do so many things that others around her cant. i was thinking if i were her and i just couldnt change my stroke how would i feel. (ans: like a crap) so i was telling her to never say tt she cant and that she has improved so much and that i never want her to say that again because if she stops swimming den she definately wont be able to acheive her goals but if she just kept trying she will get it one day. and at the end of trg i asked her what she learnt today... and actually the answer i was looking for was "pull hard, kick hard, keep fingers closed" but instead she said "never say cant" and i felt really really happy :) dunno lah. its just nice to know that i am helping someone. Thank You so much God for the lesson that its so much more important to uplift her than to make her improve in her swimming. i think i do tt soemtimes cos ill like keep correcting her instead of encouraging her so after that i tried to keep encouraging her and she really did so much better! even tho i was really tired going for trg today im so happy i din bunk off to go home and sleep :) mei jun rocks

oh man. qi li xiang is SUPER nice ok. super super nice. and for once its not depressing! yay.

OH. and liverpool clearly rock lah. they were superb with carragher and hyypia playing like giants yet again. they are so super wonderful haha. kor and i were like super happy haha. and obviously kor was jumping arnd and screaming as usual after garcias goal. and oh my gosh. i wanna go to anfield one day. the atmosphere there is superb lah. and we could feel it frm our living room lah haha. kor was joining in the cheers haha. ok hes a lamer but still. i bet like he smile all the way in the plane haha. went to send mum dad and kor off this morning at the airport... pray for them! :) OH and i know y liverpool won! cos during cell i told everyone to pray for them and God answers prayers! im soooooooooo happieeeeeee